Wednesday, May 15, 2013 | 5/15/2013 06:03:00 AM
Assalamualaikum and hi to readers ;DSsup guys xb *hip hop style* jyeahh haha k. Huwaaaaaa stressfull weeks ever! Exam never be nice to me. Always be bad, babap karang! *muka garang* so farrrrr, exam add math paling susah bg aku. Aku mmg lemah maths. Oh man, gonna get 'G' again ToT so sad. But, its so sad. Really sad. Too sad. Sad much. Ok, ignores it.
Next week, on friday. On WESAK DAY! omg, how how how?! Why must on that day? -.- Aku punyalah plan nak ajak dia keluar en lps sekolah, tp itu sblm aku dpt tahu yg hari tu HARI WESAK. Public holiday meyh. Cant hangging out with him. Oh what a sad things! Nak nangis aku rasa haha lewls. Aku dpt idea nak photoshoot sesweet dgn dia, tp nak photoshoot apa en kalau hr tu cuti. All plans hancur berderai bagaikan gelas yg jatuh ke lantai haha k merepek kerepek apek.You you you! Sejak kebelakangan ni kan, i had bad dreams :'( i lost him. Hopefully it wont happen. I still remember the day he said that he want hv a long lasting relationship with me, its in the rain at singgahan bicara :') I just cant forget all the things he had saids and done to me. You're so special in ma heart ma dear. Honestly, i miss you. You when you had a crush on me. When you tackle me. Most of yr tweets are bout me. How so sweet you are :') You done so many things for me. We spend a lot of time together. But then, I realize that you slowly changed. Changes to the new you. The new you, rarely. Too rare. So rare. Talked bout me. Tweet bout me. Maybe you just dont wanna show to public bout us, nvm. I understand :') When we met, i feels awkward. We didnt talked too much like before. Ive tried to search what ive done, but i couldnt find it. Hope, i can hv the old and new you. I love the new you also. You're gettin sweet, caring and romantic. I can feel it. The way you treat me. The way you text with me. Hm dah lama tak mention sesweet kat tl mcm dulu. Rindu lah jugak x') omg, i just loves to text with you. Memanja, gegedik, ngengade ihiks~ Bila memanja tu en, dia layan perghhh! Only me knows it xb rite now, im texting w him! hehe. Rasa nak nangis pulak bila text kat dia ckp nak spend time mcm dulu, rindu :') rindu sgt nak buat semua tu. Tp takpelah, awak kata kan exam :') Cepatlah habis exam, rindu nak mcm dulu. Jumpa awak, borak dgn awak, gurau dgn awak, lawan mata. Hahahaha cant forget the way how you lose with me. Muka bengang dia laka laka, serious tak menakutkan x) dulu, sebelum and awal awal couple selalu date. But now, rarely date with him. Dulu, kalau tak jumpa saya awak mesti ckp awak rindu saya. But now, i realize that you're rarely said that you miss me. I just dont know why. I miss the old you :'( seriously. truly. honestly. I ask you nothings, just want u back. The old you and you now. Want it to be combine together. Hopefully :') Pls remember and rewind our memories before. We're just so sweet......
Have a nice day. Take care xx
Jeeha De'Swifteen ♥